Things I Never Had

The things I wish to have
Never became mine

The things I desired
Were always unbearable

The unbearable
becomes desirable

The love I dream of
Was never always mine

The happiness I seek
Was never found

I searched for trust
I got betrayal as a trophy

I longed for happiness
I won sadness as a prize

All what I got
Are never the things
I wish to have.

My heart ache
My soul bleeds
When I miss the
things I never had

What do I to do
To get the things I
Never had?