Sit down and read me like a book
Don’t judge me just by my look
Like every other human, I too
need to be love more and more
Friends do not draw near
Dying without notice is all I fear
Living with a broken heart
Only adds pain to my body parts
Acting like I’m all strong
Perhaps that’s where I have gone wrong
I needed someone to lean on
But it seems I only have me, myself and I
I believe things will get better
But will things ever get better?
I look inside the mirror, I hate what I see
All the lies hidden behind my mask
when I pull it off my face
I hope things will be fine
I’m tired of this life of mine
I wish for great things to happen
But in the end will I ever by happy?
Tag: Heartbreaks
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Broken
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To The Ever Selfish Friends
How many sleepless night I had
How many times had I sacrificed my sleep?
Waiting for someone that haven’t exist
Then it came upon me again
The pain of betrayal
Just the price I have to pay
For being way to loyal
The passion you pretended
Was only to obtain
But when my charm has ended
The charmer in me you disdain
It hits me hard again
The pain of abandonment
The pain of shattered trust
Is there no friend who’s true?
Farewell to you my friend
I’m going somewhere else
To those places where I’m reciprocated
Where I’m no longer alone
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Shattered
It was such a beautiful moment
When things were smooth between us
When there was emotions in every greetings
When you spoke without a fury
Like a smoke our love vanished away
Asking myself the same question all day
If there could be pain in a place where there was so much love?
Things were so great from the start
Never had the thought I would end up a pain in my heart
Letting you go caused me so much pain
The pain that gave me nothing as a gain
I guess there is nothing left for me do
That can get me back to you
I’ve nothing left to lose
All bridges had been crossed
I guess our love is lost
All we had turned to dust
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I Hate You
Words are not enough do depict how much I
hate you
Ever since you entered my life
Life had never been fun
I have always been sad and paleWith your malicious plan you took all my friends away from me
Now I have no one
But hatred for you buried beneath my heartI promise to bring love into my life once again
I will not let you ruin it for more
And give me so much pain againMy life is only mine
You ruining it for me is not your rightI will fight you out of my heart
Till the day you are out of my sightShare this:
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Soulmate In A stranger
I used to be a loner
always moody in my shelter
with thought of love never stopping by ever
as I couldn’t find my special loverThen I met her in one winter
for hours we sat and whisper to each other
like old friends we were, I remember
funny that I could find a soulmate in a strangerThen I thought I had found my partner
someone I want to live with forever
while my love has grown deeper
and life with you has never been sweeterShare this:
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Yearning
I’m not sorry for my heart
that it must remain disgruntled
for it can be alive a thousand times
infinity is abysmal and wideI’m not sorry for my heart
but oh! My body that must go
back to weensy drift of dust
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I Never Said Goodbye
I never said goodbye
Since you left without a warning
Asking myself the question “why?”,
I didn’t see this coming. It hit
me with a surprise but I hold on
To the belief that moms never really die
Death beckoned on you
With outstretched hand
You took death’s hand
Without hestitation
Leaving me in devastation
I never blame you for that perhaps
you seek for peace in death, the one
You never got on earth. I wish I could
say goodbye but you never,
gave me the chance to say goodbye
Holding on to death’s hand
Journeying into the promise land
I pray you get the peace you seek
I wish I could take a peek,
at you but I know that’s not possible
Keeping with me the good memories
I want you to know how much I really
cared. Till we meet again
I love you, I miss you and for now GOODBYE
In loving memory of my MOMShare this:
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Loyalty, A Major Pillar Of Love
Do you think love is enough? Or we need other ingredients?
My name is Janet, but I prefer the sleek version, Jane. After graduating from the prestigious Harvard Business School, worked in my chosen field for more than three years, and seem to be having the time of my life. Mom reminded me that I am yet to “perfect” my life with marriage.
Not that I don’t wanna date or marry, but love, to me–both in a dating relationship or just friendship– should be mutual and each member should be committed and loyal to each other. The problem I had was the one-sided loyalty and commitment.
I once had a boyfriend who used and dumped me. Initially, I knew he didn’t love and obviously wasn’t loyal to me, but because I wanted to have a man to call “my man, ” I forced myself on him. He would cheat on me, steal from me, beat me, and still claim to love me. When he finished with me, he broke up with me and left the state.
From that moment, I concluded that in a relationship “the respect, love, feeling, loyalty, and care is meant to be two-sided.” Never, ever will I ignore the red flags that might signify that someone does not love me back.
I often find it unsettling when I see young people fall in love with people that do not even care about them. They tend to develop tingly feelings for the other person while that same person has little or no feelings for them. This usually leads to a height of emotional suffering and sometimes depression.
My coach once wrote something on his WhatsApp status. He wrote and I quote:
“Don’t love me, be loyal to me because loyalty births love and respect.”Don’t conclude that someone loves you until they prove they are loyal to you, until they have proven to you that they love you for who and what you are. That doesn’t mean you should be something or someone bad.
Never overlook the importance of loyalty in a relationship. Loyalty is what makes your partner committed to the relationship and what makes you both keep the flame of your love burning.
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